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irony

If you know me well enough, you'd know i'm a worrywart and how i tend to put other unimportant stuffs (like thrifting etc.) above my health - stupid mistake i know. Am currently trying to ditch this bad habit because the 2 traits above just don't match; I cannot neglect my own well-being and then start panicking when out-of-the-ordinary symptoms/ailments surface, then think if i'd suffer or die from a terminal illness at this point of time, then what should i do, then finally realize the vulnerability (and finally the importance) of life. I'd probably go crazy worrying and the cause is my own neglect. To put it simply, it's self-destruction.

I seriously need to start eating well, get enough sleep, exercise (maybe) and nurse myself back from an ahma to the teenager i'm supposed to be!

And something random - was super inspired to cook while I was reading online recipes with a colleague! I actually volunteered to cook dinner for mom and fatty soon, but mom's betting on how i would never go further than being inspired. And the latter, WORSE.

Me: Hey, i cook dinner for you and mummy tmr ok?

Fatty: *long silence + awkward expression* er....i still don't have the courage.

So unsupportive right! Here's my dear mom and bro for you. :/