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there's something about Hair that leads to Future.

Finally finally went for a haircut. As you can see, I have a long-enough fringe that's yet too short to irritate me when I'm doing my work. I'm glad about it cos it'd be so much easier to maintain than my previously long, 'confused-about-its-parting' fringe (because it doesn't seemed to rest well on any side, LOL). And friends who seemed to have a problem with me 'airing my forehead', they'll probably be glad since they won't be able to see my forehead that often now, LOL. The only problem(s) is/are that I find it too thin (hairdresser layered it too much) and the black roots are growing out (no moolahs to dye hair :( ). Oh well.

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All the time, we talk about how we want our lives/future to unfold the way we want it. I am no exception. Sure I have a life that I want, but at this point in my life where I am young, supposedly carefree, I sometimes feel bounded. And if you're unable to break the chains when you're at your prime and most full of vigor, what makes you think that you'd be able to find freedom to do what you want when you gradually grow to wither?

Perhaps like what they always say; that bit of wisdom and experience that comes with age might help. But still, shouldered with responsibilities, hit by reality and all the shit one can possibly find out there, then subsequently losing hope, etc... will we still be able to fly as high as we intended to?

Just some thoughts, another (pessimistic) way of looking at things. So, just ignore if you're not a pessimist, or a Virgo, LOL.