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hmmmmm.

shimmery ~

I see this space has grown full of virtual cobwebs already. :( Anyway, finally found some time and mood to update. And random but ever since school started, I've always had the urge to start my posts with a 'It's been awhile' title every time I feel like/more like finally free to blog. Then I figured that all my posts would probably have the same title by the end of the semester, haha. Yesss, my (school) life is that hectic. The work and deadlines just keep coming, and I'm proud relieved to say that I made through the past week (history essay + english essay + South asian midterms) alive. Felt like a train wreck though. But I know, more to come, more to come. :S But really, sometimes I can't help but to stop and wonder at all that mindless rushing I put myself through; like, what the heck am I doing? Does writing about Oprah Winfrey, the Singlet, Shorts and Slippers day at Holland V, or the Qing Dynasty really help? :/ 

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Maybe it's the work, maybe it's not. Or maybe it's just me reading too much into things. But the past few weeks had been pretty upsetting/disappointing. Maybe I should just stop expecting too much from people so I'd stop feeling disappointed over and over again. Or maybe people should practice what they preach and stop taking for granted. After all, I don't look like a sucker, do I? Maybe people should stop being so overly concerned that I can no longer tell if it's genuine or simply meddlesome. Or perhaps stop assuming that they know what's best for me and try to shove it down my throat. Because clearly, it's not. It gets frustrating and it has to stop. As if this paper chase wasn't enough.

Oh well. Or maybe I need to sleep. Need to be ready for the week ahead, even though it's difficult to believe that it's Monday already. Night.