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this space needs some positivity

very in love with my desktop wallpaper, hence the pic.

Today i'm feeling like freedom sincerity true love a good companion luck comfort long-lasting friendships happiness a shoulder to lean on selflessness enthusiasm a knight in shining amour warmth peace simplicity perfection,

do not exist.

To sum it up, the day hadn't exactly been a great one considering how it's supposed to be a beginning to the new semester. Like how it poured early in the morning (probably good in the sense it helped cleared the haze but it's so inconvenient with mud and puddles everywhere), being pushed along the way into the morning bus (nearly got slammed in the face by the biceps/triceps?! of a sweaty muscleman today), and i left my phone in the toilet but thank god there're angels in NP,... And lastly, screwed jap class arrangements /schedules/activities/whatever relevant stuffs. First lesson today and I was angry at myself because I could barely make out what sensei was saying + the lesson plan she dished out was so project-based it just spells commitment. I know how much of a waste it'd be, but I'm having serious thoughts about quiting. :(

This is so draining. I really hope it's all because of the whole readjusting to school life thing (after like more than half a year hiatus from campus), and there would be more positive energy as things start falling into place. On a happier note, am going out with the girls tmr to catch Mr Choi's movie - it'd probably do me a lot of good, looking forward! :)