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i'm tired it's nothing new

someone once told me that eating fries can make one happy.

In case you're wondering, no, I didn't down all the 3 large fries all by myself. Would probably slump into greater depression instead if i had to sit alone at macs and stuff myself with fries (lonely + weight issues) LOL. That being said, many thankssss to my fries kakis @cabrinayeo @fionnnn (where are you my no lifer?!) I had so much fun crapping, pouring out my sorrows and just being myself with you both. *virtual hug*

Anyway, haven't been feeling my best lately. There's a whole lot of negativity (disappointment, uncertainty, regrets, awkwardness..i know, wth is wrong with me right?) and I can't really pinpoint the root of it all. There's the opportunities I let slipped by. There's the things I wanna say but somehow just could not do so. Sometimes, there's the things others say and they've no idea how bad it cuts. There's the things I try so hard to keep together in my life but they still fall apart. And I'm really tired. There's the people I don't want to lose but still I feel myself losing grip. There's the people I try too hard for only god knows what. Then there's the people I really, sorely miss. And one thing's for sure, time is passing way too fast for my liking. I can't keep up (or you could say I simply suck at time management). Not helping that everything seems messy; my room, my schedule (the tangibles), my thoughts, my feelings (intangibles?). AM I THE ONLY ONE FEELING THIS SHITTY?

Guess it's really time for some organization and pixie dust cos after all, I'm the only one who can get my life back on track no?