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wru

Look, I know how we've been there before. But here I am again. It's one of those times when the optimism and confidence levels just hit rock bottom, and I need some reassurance. Yes, I'm lost, again. Maybe a bit insecure/unsure. I need to frown at someone who'd give me the puzzled look and a 'hmm?', and I'd know that as the green light to go on and pour out all my worries. Need to tell how afraid and uncertain I am. Need to listen to that 'How hard can it be?' or 'omg you think too much'. Need to laugh it all off and feel the weigh on my shoulders become so much lighter. Need the 'Can one lah' to give me courage to embrace what's ahead, and subsequently, the 'See I told you, you worry too much' when everything finally falls into place. So, where are you my friend? I feel lonelier than ever. :'(